Two bLogs is better than One...

Hey people, i've decided to keep both blogs, cause i've just discovered that my other blogs doesn't allow the give comment function...or maybe it does but i havent discovered it yet..hehehe...anyways, to be on the safe side, just ready both alright,,,Later everyone~!

The Long Awaited Wedding...

Hey all, today is THe big day….!!!…hehehe..well, unfortunately, (or maybe fortunately ;) …) its not My wedding..its my cousin’s, Fiza. I was appointed to be her bride’s maid just a couple of days ago so now i’m panicking…hehehe..not that much notice to become bride’s maid eh…but then again, i’ve done it oh so many times that i probably can do it in my sleep…:P….i’m going for the record of 27 dresses. So far…i’ve only got lets see….5?..Ouch….heheheh…oh well, better gain something than nothing right.. :)

Have you guys ever heard of this saying or old wives tale? or whatever u call it.. ->”You cannot be bride’s maid more than 3 times, cause if you do, you’d never be married”??..Well, I’ve come to a point where I’ve just decided that Its just crap and i prefer not to believe in it…:P i mean..if its jodoh then its jodoh right..If its meant to be its meant to be……My mum kinda reminded me, that jodoh is one of the things that you’ve made a deal with Allah before you were even born…same as ajal and etc…so since I’m a narural born negotiator, I’m quite sure i’ve got some great packaging coming my way..InsyaAllah…Hahahah…

Anyways, I better leave to go and get myself ready…will come back with pics and updates..wish me luck..;)

Oh no, something just hit me….AAarghhh..with weddings, come family and relatives gatherings, which leads to…the BIG QuestION…”When are YOU getting married?” …dammn…but i’ve always got an answer ready…..Since Nana & Fahmy and Zaki is older than me ( all in the same year but different months, and I’m a Dec baby:))…they have to cross over 1st…hahahahah…sorry guys…its all down to human shields nowadays..hahaha…. ok….i really have to get my toots going….later beautiful people… :)

Moving to a new bLog

Hey everyone, im moving to a new blog, a more happening one...with friendlier functions, u'd get what i mean once u've read it...the address is..

writteninthestars.tumblr.com

see you guys there....

~baby~

Promise to Self..

Promise to self:

1. To write in blog at least once every three days
2. To write about everything, all thoughts, not just ridiculous thoughts..hehehehe
   
3. To get focused on self -
   
4. To bother in what is in my circle of control, not linger on what is not
5. To win bet with Kai Low...oh my god, i totally forgot about that! hahahahaha damn
   

He's Just Not That Into You...

Hey everyone, sorry i haven't been blogging lately, i've had so much stuff going on that i rarely have time to even sit my bum down. For most parts i am glad that i've been that busy, cause if i wasn't i'd probably be going psycho by now... ;p

Finally the day of the waited event arrived, i was so excited and happy that ermm..to me it was one of the best nights that i've had in a LoOoOnG time...haven't gone out for drinks - teh o ais limau mind you- and came home smiley2 like i'm intoxicated....i have fallen deep ...DAmN...heheheheheh...Yup, that was how strong the effect of the teh o ais limau had on me... and this went on for a few days, until...............i realized that...He's just not that into me, as my friends would put it... and what are the signs?..no daily phone calls, sms or even chats...i mean, who am i to say these are the things to look out for since he did not come with a manual? But apparently now we just go with the basic rules... and these are the ground rules that my honeys has come up with...

One said....,If there is constant..like keeping in touch during the day, everyday, then you know how the other person feels about you....If a guy wants you,he stops at nothing...even if he is the busiest person alive, he would make time to let u know he's thinking about you...even if its only a minute.

My response was, Ouch.

Why doesn't these things come easy? i mean, why cant i just ask him directly?But whats the point, if obviously its not pointing in my direction....and this is where i have to just face the cruel truth. . . . . . . . at this point, sad is an understatement.

Something Nana messaged all of us, s.i.n.n.z, really got to me. and this is what she said ...

"You can’t choose who you fall in love with ,
but you can choose who’s worth giving your love to.
I’m living with that for long term’s sake…"

Hmmmm...in other words, save you tears for someone who is worth it.Oh well, like nik said, if all men fails us, at least we'll have each other......long live s.i.n.n.z , see you tonight girls.... ;)

Missing you...

Hmm...i dont know how to start this one, but i just felt like writing in. I mean, this is a place that i'm supposed to be able to share whatever i think and feel right?...feeling a bit down.. the decision is final, my dad just told me that i'm gonna be leaving for Perth end of july.So that means i've only got about a month left...i've got confused feelings, sad, excited,scared, happy,empty, you name it i've got it....

But the most that i'm feeling now is the feeling of missing the things or the people around me that makes my world move...friends, cousins, family...and *****, things that im used to, like my bed, or ... I mean, I'm not even away yet and already i feel that i miss these people/ things...and as much as i say i hate kl, its beginning to grow on me...the poluted air, the acid rain, the jam..the teh o ais limau, the 24hours tosai service.....heheheheh..arghhh...how in the world would i survive?... :( ok ok..look at the bright side...i'm only going to be gone for 4 years...4 years compared to the rest of my life is peanuts..right?..:P k lah sacrifice sacrife...one thing thats definitely good about the move is that....definitely gonna lose lots of weight because no midnight snack attacks at the mamaks...chewahh...hehehe...we'll wait and see.. ;)

Thank God i've got the rainforest fest to keep me busy for the last few weeks im here..if not i'd probably flood malaysia :P It just hit me today that i need to start packing and decide what i wanna bring over....can i bring malaysia over?... huwaaaaaaaaa~!wishful thinking..heheheh..Hmmm..i should really start going about kl and sarawak and take pictures of it.....maybe will go on a road trip to putrajaya..hehehe..haiyoo...so sakai...:P

Oh ya, the event that i've been waiting for..has been postponed..to another week..but seriously..getting more and more nervous..hahahahha....excited too of course..but..dunno lah...dont want to think about it too much..might just have a heart attack...can't wait tho.. :P even got a new haircut..hahahahhahahahahah...chewah.. :P oh watever...i get excited just thinking about it..i'm gonna put a full stop on this one now ... before overflow of information..hahahahhaha...i leave u with finally a picture on the blog...of Iman...my new "boyfriend"...hahahah

And for He who holds the Key....Holds this manual....:)

This was posted in friendster by a friend....and it caught my eye...and whatever else..heheheh... :) Live and learn..



When i dont call you-Its because im waiting for you to call me

When i walk away from you mad-Follow me

When i stare at your mouth-Kiss me

When i push you or hit you-Grab me and don't let go

When i start cussing at you-Kiss me and tell me you love me

When im quiet-Ask me whats wrong

When i ignore you-Give me your attention

When i pull away-Pull me back

When you see me at my worst-Tell me im beautiful

When you see me start crying-Just hold me and dont say a word

When you see me walking-Sneak up and hug my waist from behind

When im scared-Protect me

When i lay my head on your shoulder-Tilt my head up and kiss me

When I lay my head on your chest-Know I love you and feel safe with you

When i steal your favorite hat-Let me keep it and sleep with it for a night

When i tease you-Tease me back and make me laugh

When i dont answer for a long time-reassure me that everything is okay

When i look at you with doubt-Back yourself up

When i say that i like you-I really do more than you could understand

When i grab at your hands-Hold mine and play with my fingers

When i bump into you-bump into me back and make me laugh

When i tell you a secret-keep it safe and untold

When i look at you in your eyes-Know that I'm searching for something

When i miss you-I'm hurting inside

When you break my heart-The pain never really goes away

When i say its over-I still want you to be mine

When i repost this bulletin-I want you to read it

- Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything.

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go then kiss her

- When she says she's ok dont believe it talk with her because ok, is NEVER ok

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up

- Treat her like she's all that matters to you.

- Tease her and let her tease you back.

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick.

- Watch her favorite movie with her.

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes.

- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.

- Let her know she's important.

- Kiss her in the pouring rain.

- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;

"Who's ass am I kicking babe?"

If you post this in the next four minutes the one you love will :

•Call you.

•Kiss you.

•Love you.

•Text you.

Guys post as: "I'd be this boyfriend.

"

Girls post as:"A true boyfriend."